keep forgetting thoughts exist
appreciate this very thoughtful meditation on having a fucked up brain and also trying to persist in the world as we know it: https://mentalhellth.xyz/p/there-is-no-moral-imperative-to-be?utm_source=url
every single day im discovering new, small, mean, unpleasant pustules in my personality
because every single conversation about crypto at work makes me consider self-immolating, a friend very kindly sent me this to reify that i am, in fact, correct about everything: https://pluralistic.net/2022/02/14/externalities/#dshr
been looping the 'anna molly' video while i do some stuff & i'm simply shocked bcuz i don't remember brandon boyd being so fucking buff
it's not very good but it's been freeing to write. i have some p complicated feelings about writing media analysis (it's not complicated; i think it's mostly unnecessary, esp coming from someone like me) — but it's been fun to just dive into this subject for my own sake and reveal some of my own feelings to myself
so close to being done w this cyberpunk essay
today is the first day in 3 months that i only have 1 job again and even tho it's the job i like the least & want to leave the most (and is also just the absolute least sustainable in the long-term), it's like. shocking. how much my brain doesn't feel like it's drowning in pitch. i can look after my dog without worrying about Time Constraints.
this essay articulates a lot re: how i feel abt mass culture: https://monthlyreview.org/2021/11/01/disney-salo-and-pasolinis-inconsumable-art/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=disney-salo-and-pasolinis-inconsumable-art&mc_cid=41b0268aa5&mc_eid=951320431c
i don't rly care for baroque prose or writing in general but gothic-baroque architecture? impeccable.
this rules, i'll be using it to save all the articles that i currently leave open in 80+ tabs so i "don't forget to read them"
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